Under The Weather.

Today I went to school feeling okay everything was in order nothing was to bad. My sister Abbey wouldn't go to school though since she was just not wanting to go. 
Of course my mum was angry, but that didn't let me down.

I got to school read some pages of a book in the library not long after my friends came inside.  But there was something about today that just didn't feel right like I didn't laugh at any of my friends jokes. My others friends who I would say I hang round with more go to the music room in the morning I would go there but thats where Jacob hangs out. I don't really like him but thats for another day that story... So lately I have been feeling kind of left out on what is going on. I want to confront them but when I go to them I feel like i'm a different person. I start acting somewhat weird around them like goofy when really i'm just a relaxed person. I don't really like to talk much but oh well.

So I after my first lessons I felt fine but as soon as I met up with them a lunch time in the music room (Jacob doesn't go there at lunch). I felt different like I was suffering depression I didn't want to be noticed or spoken to but I enjoyed being around them. May I mention that I am only friends with girls. This carried on even after I went into lunch all past that day. 

I never felt good until I got home. 


To be honest I don't even know where this is going on this blog. Not even sure if anyone's even going to read this. I hope so. Like I said in the first one I have no idea where this is going to lead me but lets see.


From your dearest Marky x