The Emotional Wreck Of Marky A Teenager

Sunday, 29 May 2016

Mental Strength.

If you haven't already read all my blogs yet i'm sure you'll find something along the lines of me not being able to do something unless I get mentally prepared like cleaning. Don't worry i've got my exams at the moment and i've finally realised why you revise.

Now let me set a background for you. In my house is my Mum (Jennie), brother (Sean) and sister (Abbey). Anything missing from a 'normal' family? My Dad. It's nothing bad not like he left or anything. My Mum finally plucked up the courage to end her relationship after 12 years and get rid of him. Thank Farrah Abraham that they weren't married. Anyway, my Mum works in a school full time as a reception teacher, me and my sister are both in high school and my brother is at college and is training to become a teacher so he goes to the same school as my Mum works at for his placement.

Now my Mum is also going to college to get a better degree on her thingy thing. So she is always doing coursework and doesn't have time to have a house really. This has really impacted my house since she hasn't been able to clean and no one has time to the mess and disfiguration has just pilled up.

Sean (my brother) doesn't go to work or college on Fridays so he's home. Why can't he do it? He's a 16 year old, X-box loving, mad 'got better things to do' person. Anyway me, my Mum and Abbey left the house for work and school on Saturday morning and all told him to clean the house. Most of the time he doesn't listen but this time he did. We came home that day to find the living room being the perfect place to relax and put up our feets. However it was just one half of the living room. I don't blame him to be honest. Since cleaning a small portion can take up to 15 mins.

Friday night seeing that the living room was tidied and everything was perfect I put it in my brain that I would clean the area by the phone with loads of letters, news papers, charity bag (the cheek of some people) and the wifi.

I woke up the next day, walked downstairs and as I passed it I just put it in my brain that i'd tidy it. Not soon later after i'd finished watching something on Netflix, I saw that I still have 2 hours till' I can eat on my diet. If you'd like to know more just say. So I found myself indulged into cleaning and throwing away old useless pieces of rubbish. It felt like a sigh of relief. Not long after I cleaned that area there was still time left till' I could eat so I cleaned the stairs at the same time.

I hope I have the mental strength to do it all again.

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Like I always say if there is a topic that you would like me to rant about when i'm tired or very emotional please do comment them below. I always do my best to spell things right. Need any help I can offer a bias opinion on any questions you have just message me on instagram - itgoesnomanomanom BYE XOX.

Thursday, 14 April 2016

Impromptu

Well this blog just happened, I wasn't even supposed to be writing a blog right now, I just came on here to see how many people have read my blogs and stuff and it's kind of fascinating how people from all over the world read my blog. It makes me mind blown that someone has chosen with there consent to read something of when my mental health of being a teenager fails.

Have you noticed any changes? There are now ads that took a while, I only wanted them so that it would more like a website and more professional.

Anyway since I haven't planned anything I think i'm going to talk about something that happened last night. Ok so I found a GTA 5 on the Xbox 360 for sale for £7 then got reduced to £5 but that's not the point, I asked my mum is she could buy it and she said yes. So at 9:00pm we set out on our adventure to pick it up, my mum gave me the money and of I went. The gate had one of them slidey locks and stuff so that was hard to open but I wasn't going to let it fail my mission. I knocked 3 times *knock *knock *knock. Waited. Thought in my head if they don't answer in 10 seconds then I will knock again. Next moment the door swung open but it was only half a door like the whole door didn't open. There was a man about 50 who answered it (The seller was a woman so I was expecting a woman), he handed the game and expected the money immediately not giving me anytime to check the game over. It was very intimidating. Anyway I got back into the car with my Mum checked the game over. MY LORD. It was like I gave it to my angry kitten Schmidt. Scratches everywhere. My mum starts having a go at me whilst we drive of. Telling me to take the blame and responsibility. She also said "in future check it over, you wouldn't buy a box of eggs if they were cracked". I proceeded to reply "yeah well next time I will buy it full price, or better yet the most expensive I can find it, I won't buy second hand furniture I will buy everything from Ikea".

Maybe I should...

If you would like to donate to me, to make sure that I don't have to check anything ever again and that I can buy everything full price then please pay honestly because we all know charities are a lie (read my previous blogs) if you work for a charity TAKE ALL THE MONEY YOU CAN! THERE'S ALREADY A CURE FOR CANCER! HEMP OIL!
Donate generously at- https://uk.gofundme.com/marky

Do you want to laugh at me and my old YouTube videos? Go to
www.youtube.com/binityandmarkamo

Sunday, 20 March 2016

YouTube a way to escape reality.

Me personally, I use YouTube to get away from the world. Recently 'YouTube star Roman Atwood' has been ending his daily vlog by saying how good we are saying stuff like 'you're amazing' and it always brings me back to reality and it kind of ruins the whole feeling.

Cliche

After I wrote that terrible song and posted it on the internet for the world to laugh at, I laughed. I found it really cliche that an emotional teenager would write a song, in fact I laughed for around 5 mins. Maybe it's cliche because it is a good way for teenagers to get there feelings out? However the song was all cliche since it was all about footprints and love. I into songs like that, not into rap or rock music. Very Adele and Sia me if you haven't noticed. It's weird because I normally listen to music when i'm typing these blogs but today I am in the dark with my earphones in with nothing playing.

Comments.

Ok so recently I got a comment on one of my comments on a video, first time it had ever happened before and I was really surprised and it made me think, the people who end up going comment famous on a video, I just made up that term by the way and it means people who have lots of likes and comments on a comment they left on a video. Anyway them, are they used to it? DO they normally get lots of comments? When did they comment? When the video was first put up?

Not long after that happened I got a comment on a video on my YouTube channel and it was saying how I paid to get views on my most viewed video. First of I didn't even know that it was possible and second of all how rude. I did a campaign where you advertise your video and people chose to click on it, not me forcing someone to watch it, campaigns give me channel growth and thats good.

Like I always say if there is a topic that you would like me to rant about when i'm tired or very emotional please do comment them below. I always do my best to spell things right. Need any help I can offer a bias opinion on any questions you have just message me on instagram - itgoesnomanomanom BYE XOX.

'Life Hack'

WHAT?

Ok let me start of by saying I know what the term means but it doesn't make sense.

The term life hack has been thrown around the internet a lot recently and it's always made me stop and think, what is it?

Life hack, just think about that. You can't hack life with a 'simple coat hanger life hack' because that doesn't make sense thats like saying i'm going to hack air and make it quick and easy for everyone. Also I really hate them videos like recently like 'solving the Iphone 7' claiming to fix everyones problem that they're all having with there iphone 7 when it's not been released and people don't know for certain if it will have not aux port. Also people were saying before the iphone 6 was released that it would have a projector on it. Where is that? Make sense human beings please.

Wednesday, 16 March 2016

Spellcheck Warrior!

If you have never came across one of these on the internet, then you're lucky. Spellcheck warrior as I call them, are people who get themselves or somehow join in a argument and use grammar and punctuation as a way of fighting their battles.

Example.

John- All penguins should have their faces cut of because they would look better :/ :P #js

Brenda- That's the worse thing ive ever seen someone type on the internet, that is so insulting to lots of people. There faces shouldn't change because theyr'e better than you since they can warm themselves by hugging in a group. Your just mean!

John- Learn how to spell correctly, then say something because its *i've, they're and you're.

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Ok so John had nothing to say to defend himself so he was being kind of stupid by using grammar as a way to avoid a disagreement.