Mental Strength.

If you haven't already read all my blogs yet i'm sure you'll find something along the lines of me not being able to do something unless I get mentally prepared like cleaning. Don't worry i've got my exams at the moment and i've finally realised why you revise.

Now let me set a background for you. In my house is my Mum (Jennie), brother (Sean) and sister (Abbey). Anything missing from a 'normal' family? My Dad. It's nothing bad not like he left or anything. My Mum finally plucked up the courage to end her relationship after 12 years and get rid of him. Thank Farrah Abraham that they weren't married. Anyway, my Mum works in a school full time as a reception teacher, me and my sister are both in high school and my brother is at college and is training to become a teacher so he goes to the same school as my Mum works at for his placement.

Now my Mum is also going to college to get a better degree on her thingy thing. So she is always doing coursework and doesn't have time to have a house really. This has really impacted my house since she hasn't been able to clean and no one has time to the mess and disfiguration has just pilled up.

Sean (my brother) doesn't go to work or college on Fridays so he's home. Why can't he do it? He's a 16 year old, X-box loving, mad 'got better things to do' person. Anyway me, my Mum and Abbey left the house for work and school on Saturday morning and all told him to clean the house. Most of the time he doesn't listen but this time he did. We came home that day to find the living room being the perfect place to relax and put up our feets. However it was just one half of the living room. I don't blame him to be honest. Since cleaning a small portion can take up to 15 mins. 

Friday night seeing that the living room was tidied and everything was perfect I put it in my brain that I would clean the area by the phone with loads of letters, news papers, charity bag (the cheek of some people) and the wifi. 

I woke up the next day, walked downstairs and as I passed it I just put it in my brain that i'd tidy it. Not soon later after i'd finished watching something on Netflix, I saw that I still have 2 hours till' I can eat on my diet. If you'd like to know more just say. So I found myself indulged into cleaning and throwing away old useless pieces of rubbish. It felt like a sigh of relief. Not long after I cleaned that area there was still time left till' I could eat so I cleaned the stairs at the same time. 

I hope I have the mental strength to do it all again. 

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