Night Life

Heads Up!

It's 23:34 right now and i'm not going to lie I am a little bit emotional just a tad XD. Thanks Adele. If you are interested i'm listening to 'Hiding my heart away' by Adele. I want her song 'One and Only' played at my funeral. Yeah, i've thought my funereal through.

Death 

I am terribly sorry for anyone that has encountered any death in there family recently, i've had a death in my family. I can't really remember much of it but I do know I miss that person. I lost my Grandmar to cancer. It just started with this thing on her face and then she was gone. I loved my Grandmar, she used to make clothes for my teddies. They all had socks and jumpers! Anyway back to the serious stuff! I'm not scared of death since I am very interested in what happens next, I believe that we are re-live like we just keep on living over and over again. However I believe in an afterlife. Maybe we have a break before entering the world again. I am interested in your views so please leave them in the comments below.

Even more emotional...

I know it ain't easy giving up your heart- Adele. My mind is going mad right now because i don't think that I have been having enough vitamin b1. Mainly because i've felt so tired recently. I am actually typing this with my eyes closed whilst spinning my head. Ever since I was a baby when i'm tired and I am being kept or I am keeping myself awake I make a number 8 sideways with my head over and over until I go to sleep.

Calm Company...

I prefer to have my own company it may seem crazy but my thoughts make me think better and I always think of myself as my own therapists due to the fact that theres always a debate of something in my head and I always need a referee. This is how I picture my brain ok, you ready? You were born ready! Like an old computer and a filing cabinet, do you know that scene out of Bruce Almighty when theres a white room with a giant filing cabinet in there, thats how I feel my brain looks like. 

Exam Ideas...

Why can't exams just be a surprise a test of what knowledge you have stored in your brain and not what you can fit in your brain in a month, people like me just remember some things and cant force my brain to remember things. I have to bribe it with food. I could really do with some chocolate right now. And a cup of coffee so I keep going since i'm drifting of typing this. Oh and by the way Adele has quit my ears and now Christina Perri has arrived with 'A thousands years' good song, better not make me cry. 

My favourite things to say...

"I don't know her"... "who is she?"

"Don't cry or your mascara will run a marathon" 

"If you dare! I will send you so far into next week you won't be able to walk!" 

"Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..." (when tired) 

Requests?

If you would like me to rant about something whilst having a mind explosion of tiredness then please suggest something in the comments since one day I am going to die out like dinosaurs and you wouldn't be able to find out about what I think about parents. Love you XOX i'm tired signing of at 23:54