The World Around Me

People...

Fistly I just want to say, you're welcome for two blogs in one day. I'm just not feeling it today. 

Other people around me, they get up, get dressed, have a plan for the rest of the day. Going to visit family, meet friends or work. It just seems like everyone has something they want to do in there daily life. Walking past people or driving beside them, I realise that they all have a plan and family and friends who care about them. Issues and problems that too others may not seem to extreme for example having a friends birthday coming up and not knowing what to buy them. 

The world happens so fast, it feels like i've already lived mine. I know i'm only 15 but I have always felt like a 60 year old. Sitting back whilst the world passes me by. 

I wonder how many people stop to think what is going on. Like people who don't like children or babies, they should stop to think they were once one. I think people lose touch with themselves because of life. For example you don't have time to stop and think because the world will leave without you. You don't have time to think what is right and wrong because you didn't want the world to go without you and you weren't taught by your parents because they never knew.  

9-5 jobs with few days of a week to go shopping or spend time with family. Summer holidays everyone is expected to do something or go somewhere. Just stop, thinking, listening, talking & reading and just look at what you have and how you can help you understanding of yourself more clear. 

What are your interests or dreams? Pursue them. I can be called a bit of a hypocrite for the next part. I can only do something for myself and i'm very self motivated. Just to clean my room it takes 2 weeks mentally. But if you're not like me. Go out do what you want. If you're from Britain, then go out and use your passport because here in Britain we are able to go to the most places without a visa. Make your mind clear on what your doing. Be happy. 

You!

I am probably really mentally unstable right now but I can fix that, I think. Like I always say if there is a topic that you would like me to rant about when i'm tired or very emotional please do comment them below. I always do my best to spell things right. Need any help I can offer a bias opinion on any questions you have just message me on instagram - itgoesnomanomanom BYE XOX.